I have that one friend, that one friend who can make everything better and makes me feel special and pretty and worth it.
She's gone though.
She's far from where I am and that is far.
I want to see her again.
I know I'm not pretty and I know it, it's just she makes me feel beautiful (and not lesbianish but more genuinely)
She makes me smile and gives me hope and makes me feel I have something to offer the world.
She makes me feel like I have talent, like I have something to offer and will get into an argument when someone says differently.
She makes me feel one in a million when there are a million people who can do what I can do better.
I can't do anime.
I can't do anything technical or logical.
I'm not pretty but it doesn't matter because she thinks I can do it and won't stop pushing me till I can do it.
I love her and always will, my lola.